There was something that I was thinking about I do not know why, but it juz came into my mind.
1st, Sometimes i wonder, am i putting a show for you to like me? Even when your sad, ive to put a smiling face. When im not happy, i cannot be unhappy, than ive to be happy in front of you when im not happy. When you are not in the mood, ive to cheer you up. Woah, like ive to do so many things, when can i be myself? Am i myself? At least i think i am. But all this looks like hard work..haha. No no, i juz wan you to be happy. If you can appreciate it, and love me in return, all of this is all worth it. But if im not happy, and i know that you are not happy too, I'll leave all my problems behind, and keep you in front. I'll make myself to be happy to make sure that you're happy.
You remember i told you that i can put up a show. Only ppl that know me very well can spot the difference. And you know that i do not like to make other ppl unhappy, and to see me unhappy. But if you can spot the difference, to see whether am i happy or unhappy, if yoiu can truely do that, you'll be the first to truely understands me. Haha...
2nd, Ive a question to ask EVERYONE.. How would you react when you feel that the other party does not want to be with you. No mood to even be with you and to see you? Even if you do all things to get her into the mood? What am i trying to say is, haha, all this is just me and my stupid thinking... I want it to be juz you and me. I want us and you to be happy when we are together, when with me. What if I am not able to be by ur side? I chesrish and thank God for every moment i can spend with you, talk to you, hang with you. Because, everything is what if, your not beside me, i cant talk to you. Even if i tried to have you in the mood, try to cheer you up, do say something, and not just put a bored face, a face that our not into it anymore, kiss me or something...
Aaaahhhh.. what am i thinking. Haha. Im talking nonsense, shit.... but one thing i know for sure is i love my nu ren a lot. Muacks..
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remember that u told me before what are the things that i dislike of u... i always say nothing i dun like about you but after reading this blog, i know wat i truly piss off and that is ur way of thinking. u're always too nice to everyone and putting on tat smile face when u're not mean it. i dun care how u interact wif ur frens n family, but atleast, when u're wif me, i wan u to be ur true self.. i wan the real yee ung not some guy who can make me laugh n the end. if i wan a guy to make me happy, i will juz get myself a gang of frens not a boyfriend~ i wish to have the chance to cheer u up whenever u feel down and share ur problems... i wish~
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