Thursday, March 6, 2008

Sorry.......

Nu ren a,

Nan ren applogize, cz nan ren did not perform his duty. Nan ren is unable to pei his nu ren, especially at times when nu ren needs him.

Nan ren always hav the choice of not pei his nu ren. Can dun hiu his nu ren. But Nan ren is not that kind of bf. Nan ren will always wan to pei his nu ren. Always love his nu ren. Nu ren no need to feel bad about finding nan ren. Nan ren will always welcome nu ren. If nu ren scare nan ren is busy, can always drop by to say hi only.

Do you think nan ren is happy without you? No im not. Kinda sad, afraid unable to pei nu ren. Nu ren will than be alone. Im not including times ur doing smthing or with some1 else. Nan ren dun wan nu ren to be sad. I do not wan nu ren to feel that nan ren don't love you anymore. I do not wan you to feel that I've no time for you. I'll always have time for you, just depend whether do you wan to take it or not.

People always say, not just people, you also, communication is important. You do not know how will a relationship will work without communication. Nan ren is very afraid, very scared. What if it is the truth, and can't escape it. Nan ren is not communicating with you for the sack of communicating, or want our relationship to work, but because nan ren wan to talk to his nu ren.

Nan ren is scared of nan ren's quite busy schedule, you will have negative feelings. I hope nu ren can understand. Although im busy, but i do have time for you, time to think off you. If we did not spend much time together, but we love each other so much. Love can't tear us apart.

Why u ask nan ren is wondering has nan ren made a wise choice to go into council? Coz, although is nan ren's dream tobe in council, but now is different, nan ren has found his nu ren, and nu ren is always nan ren's priority. I'll forgo council if i have to juz to spend more time with nu ren. Im willing. Although its the cert that im aiming for from joining council, but a cert does not make nu ren happy. A cert is just a cert. Nu ren is more important than any Cert.

Even though of mainly my busy schedule and we might not spend much time together, but i still love nu ren, and misses you alot. But we can always continue from where we last left off. I love you nu ren...... Muacks.....

1 comment:

AppleMint said...

nan ren, i've told u many times and i'm gonna tell u again: i know ur love to me and therefore go chase after ur dreams~ u can be bz, i dun mind at all... caz i knw u will always have time for me, it's juz tat i wish to use tat extra time in exchange for ur good rest. u have been bz these days or maybe in the future... bt i will understand, i will not be ur burden n i know i'm not. wat nan ren needs to do now is to complete all ur works tat r important, then only after u have extra times, come pei ur nu ren.
i'm bz wif my studies too.. haiz~ i have to work hard tis sem caz so many seniors failed acc250 n law224.. scary lar~~

nan ren, i miz ya^^ now is 2.35am..plannin to sleep later or not, hehe.